my feeling of my new group member

I feel far with my church mate and caregroup member.I don't want to miss any part of the time to get closer to my new group. When I from Youth to Tertiary I feel alots, I feel uneasy, uncomfortable, unfeeling & unlove. I don't know what is LOVE? I have ask myself alot of time but the answer always is ???

I admit that I very miss Youth, but I have overcome it. Is just that i will still miss my shepherd. I will ask myself some question..is she okie with her new group? is she can adapt in it? is she still member me? is she treat me as friend or sis-in-christ? or just a past time in it? I don't have the couage to ask her face to face, I don't know why? But I really treat her as my shepherd,friend and sis-in christ !

Now I talk about my new group member, I know one sis in my group her name is Kerlyn, I have known her when I was just a blur sec1 gal. But at that time I don't know her much, now also not much. In Di I also know one sis her name is Joleen, she is my 2nd shepherd, my frist shepherd is Kerlyn. In total i have 3 shepherd and is so good that we all in tertiary group..heehee =p

on the same day part 2

Then I was very scared that my mom will know about it, because i hear that they want to call parent, so I very scared and also don't wanted to go hospital. But lastly I still take the ambulance to the hospital. When I reach hospital, I can sense all the people feel about me I start to feel scared and also scared that my friend her name is Kerlyn maybe left already. But when I saw her walking toward me I feel repent and sorry to her, because she has to go back to her camp and because of happening of me she miss service that I feel so sorry to her, she next day morning has to go work and needed to pack her things in camp. At that time was around 9 to 10pm.

I feel repent that I did't take good care of my health correctly, and also repent that make myself miss service. I most of the time will sick, unwell or uncomfortable in myself, that make trouble to my group member, I feel so sad and sorry to them. I don't want to create trouble for them. Everytime I went for every service I will feel ver happily, that I can learn the word of God and also can have fun, fellowshipping.

on 29th of March 2008

This day I was actually send to hospital, this happen at around afternoon I went for my service. Before I went for service I meet friend together to go over. When I reach MRT, they still not reach yet so I wait for them to come. When they reach we was late for service so we need to rush down.
My friend decided to run there, so I run my full speed until i difficult to breath, I feel very tired and uneasy to breath normally. So my friends decided to carry me to service. When we reach service area my friend take me to a quiet place for me to rest, and they find some nurse and medical people to help me in.

At that moment I was not really clear in sense, then they give me drink and food to eat and also fan me to give me more air. After that I start to get head pain, the feeling was very very pain I don't know what to do my friend also don't know what happen to my head, so they decided to call ambulance to take me to see doctor. At that time I was confused and scared go see doctor or go hospital. Then they comfort me to go hospital check what happen to my head, if not my head will continue have pain in it

to my lovely shepherd

this is a msg for my shepherd..i really thank her alot she teach mi alot of things tat make mi become more understanding and firm in circumstance..although nw you not my shepherd le..but i will keep all the memory tat spent wif you..tkc shepherd ^_^ jiayou in your lifetime =) all the best sis

YEC3 Rox

tis is my youth member..although the picture quite long ago but i still keep it.. ^_^

nice to noe you..heehee

tis is a picture of i wif a new group member her name is abigail..she ver nice de ^_^

my best friend in balestier !

hahaha..tis is my balestier ite frends all chiou bu..hahaha

this is my idol..can clearly see who izzit..hahaha